I got all excited about writing in here but now. I am actually scared. Who is going to read this?? Who will one day stalk me?? I was once told that i had a stalker. I was kinda really flattered that I had a stalker. I mean come on celebrities be flattered...But i can understand why they wouldn't be at least a bit flattered. At the beginning maybe. But then the STALKER-NESS would get a bit freaky. How ever what possesses a person to be a stalker?? Obsession?? eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... slightly creepy maybe. Or just something to do I guess. maybe it's a job. If you look at the paparazzi they are LEGAL Stalkers. they can Legally stalk someone because of the brilliance of freedom of speech. how ever they must report to a Higher person-their boss- and thus that means that Boss gets sued and blamed for the stalker. thus the boss as a MASSIVE amount of lawyers. So I guess stalking gives jobs to everyone. So i guess when you think about stalking someone. think about the amount of money that you are giving to the Lawyers in their suits and their fancy shoes.

I guess we should think about every infinite thing we do each day and who it may inflict upon. Should we be concerned about the potentially starving caterpillar who would have feasted on my lettuce that is in my sandwich. or what about the donkey that had to walk around and around and grind the grains of wheat to make flour that was used to make my bread?? Can we actually be BOTHEREd to wonder about these things??

We all think about the What if Factor. the "if i did this i would have been a legend" why do we want our lives to be so different as they really are??? What do we want from our lives??? Do we want to be the superstars that are on tv?? they don't seem real. mainly because of the caked makeup and the un-realistic lines. We honestly dont talk that do wE?? or do we.

So i leave with teh contemplating question What would your life be if you could change something? Not would you change some thing but WHAT would you change?

-KAt