What makes me laugh is the opposites in life. The things that make you look twice and essentially THINK!
LOL one day single next lets go have DINNER LOVE LOL it's great the things in life that make you laugh are what get you through the..9-5 crappy job. How people can be so right yet so wrong? then it comes the question is it all real?
Alarm goes off...work at 9...
Monday, July 31, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
I was thinking last night standing around a drum full of fire...Thank you to Susan, Ed, Gonney and Buzz and Phill and anyone I have missed who conjured up a raging inferno...I learnt the AIRFLOW is VITAL!!! Words of wisdom from Susan!
But anyway I was thinking how much I have changed...maybe it's not that apparent to some but at the same time it's to me a huge Change! LOL I remember about a month or two ago and the mess I was in lol despite the fact I was indeed A DEAD TURTLE I love that metaphore...umm I was in a bit of a pickle. But last night I was like hey wow, I could have wolled in my misery and my mistakes and lived in my pj's eating chocolate for the rest of my life...but instead I did most of that but not for well more then a couple of days...and then it hit me... I am going to Italy.
Now when you realise that something that you would never have dreamed of happening begins to happen and becomes more then an email one fateful night and screaming and jumping up and down and then waking people up, as one runs through the halls...of Kerslake, and then is completly HISTERICAl whilst talking to ones father on the phone... It's now a reality...from 3 months to 2 months to 1 month to 3 weeks...2 weeks to 12 days and counting...Begins to FREAk me out.
I remember the people in my room when I found out. LOL they looked shocked and speechless and then the congrats thing and then ...scared thing...as I was so well over whelmed...LOL
But when the end is near...like the end to my life in Tassie for a brief moment...one starts to think of the beginning. It's weird I can remember applying, I can remember the reasons at the beginning, I can remember thinking what the HELL am I DOING...I can remember not wanting to go...I can remebr something inside telling me, Everything will be ok.
By George-My fish- Everything is more then ok...Its AWSOME. Everytime I don't want to go, or panic about money or the fact I am going to ITALY for a year everything just seems to fall into place. LOL so Lex I may just find my MAFIA love in Italy!!
My Dad -the wise man he is- said that we make our own luck. It's true. When I was little I never thought I would even get to Uni. At highschool I couldn't believe I was going to finish school in a few years. In yr 12 I never thought I would be interested in Architecture...but thankfully those highschool crushes paid off LOL...and 1 1/2 yrs into a degree I never thought I would have the oppertunity to go to Italy. I never thought in my wildest dreams that all my hard work..and the OBSESSIVE NIGHTS OF PARTYING...LOL would evetually pay off to ammount to a monumental day in my life (only 12 days away). IT'S SO WEIRD...but I guess everything happens for a reason...I think so anyway.
But as my Dad says you make Your own luck. No matter if your in a ditch with pom poms you will become something if you work hard and put yourself out there to be something that you want to be. You have to believe in yourself to achieve something. Create the world in which you want to live in...if thats a card board box and bubble wrap....well thats tops! As long as your happy then everything will be ok!
LOL but with hard work comes the long nights, the failures, the hard work...obviously, but when you think about it...everything is hard..esp with lack of sleep and the aftermarth of alcohol and drugs etc...and just sometimes you feel like a dead turtle...well I beleive it's all ok. Smille and nodd...it's gets you through alot!! LOL more then just awkward moments of not understanding people...LOL
LOL I never really knew what to write in these blogger things.. untill well last night when I was told LOL but yeah...kinda makes one sound like a...strange person...but hey according to the TV-ROOT OF ALL USLEESS AND GLORIOUS INFORMATION and KNOWLEDGE- blogs are palces for teenagers to express ones life...true. Some people just have a nack for these things...I just wish my internet was faster so I could do the picture thing again...but NOOOOO slow dial up! LOL so yeah my couple of days...
But anyway I really woudln't be here with out my parents...despite my STRONG DISLIKE for my mother, she can be ok esp when she pays for a really EXPENSIVE hair cut...HOW?? lol never understood hair. The beautful things my Dad comes out with. The love my brothers and I have for each other. The wisdom both of them have! But the people you meet in your life! The randoms, the people that you will never remember for anything else but "Are we too far south to see the southern cross?" LOL But the people who make you cry,because you love them so much. The people who make you dance in the supermarket. The people who make you smile. The people who make you hug. The people who make you love again. What more do you need? I think you need a HUG. *BIG HUG*
I know that people aren't as lucky as some. I think that those who have nothing but a smile on thier faces, are the people who will dance to the stars in the sky. They have something I want at times when the world around me is well falling apart, a smile...something i know some can't have, or do becasue of soemthing or another but people glow...excellent in the dark...but when someone smiles,you and then know everything will be ok!
So Find what is close to you and never let it go!
Dance to the music in your head!
Party Hard Rock On
Party Till your Purple!!
And SMILE
But anyway I was thinking how much I have changed...maybe it's not that apparent to some but at the same time it's to me a huge Change! LOL I remember about a month or two ago and the mess I was in lol despite the fact I was indeed A DEAD TURTLE I love that metaphore...umm I was in a bit of a pickle. But last night I was like hey wow, I could have wolled in my misery and my mistakes and lived in my pj's eating chocolate for the rest of my life...but instead I did most of that but not for well more then a couple of days...and then it hit me... I am going to Italy.
Now when you realise that something that you would never have dreamed of happening begins to happen and becomes more then an email one fateful night and screaming and jumping up and down and then waking people up, as one runs through the halls...of Kerslake, and then is completly HISTERICAl whilst talking to ones father on the phone... It's now a reality...from 3 months to 2 months to 1 month to 3 weeks...2 weeks to 12 days and counting...Begins to FREAk me out.
I remember the people in my room when I found out. LOL they looked shocked and speechless and then the congrats thing and then ...scared thing...as I was so well over whelmed...LOL
But when the end is near...like the end to my life in Tassie for a brief moment...one starts to think of the beginning. It's weird I can remember applying, I can remember the reasons at the beginning, I can remember thinking what the HELL am I DOING...I can remember not wanting to go...I can remebr something inside telling me, Everything will be ok.
By George-My fish- Everything is more then ok...Its AWSOME. Everytime I don't want to go, or panic about money or the fact I am going to ITALY for a year everything just seems to fall into place. LOL so Lex I may just find my MAFIA love in Italy!!
My Dad -the wise man he is- said that we make our own luck. It's true. When I was little I never thought I would even get to Uni. At highschool I couldn't believe I was going to finish school in a few years. In yr 12 I never thought I would be interested in Architecture...but thankfully those highschool crushes paid off LOL...and 1 1/2 yrs into a degree I never thought I would have the oppertunity to go to Italy. I never thought in my wildest dreams that all my hard work..and the OBSESSIVE NIGHTS OF PARTYING...LOL would evetually pay off to ammount to a monumental day in my life (only 12 days away). IT'S SO WEIRD...but I guess everything happens for a reason...I think so anyway.
But as my Dad says you make Your own luck. No matter if your in a ditch with pom poms you will become something if you work hard and put yourself out there to be something that you want to be. You have to believe in yourself to achieve something. Create the world in which you want to live in...if thats a card board box and bubble wrap....well thats tops! As long as your happy then everything will be ok!
LOL but with hard work comes the long nights, the failures, the hard work...obviously, but when you think about it...everything is hard..esp with lack of sleep and the aftermarth of alcohol and drugs etc...and just sometimes you feel like a dead turtle...well I beleive it's all ok. Smille and nodd...it's gets you through alot!! LOL more then just awkward moments of not understanding people...LOL
LOL I never really knew what to write in these blogger things.. untill well last night when I was told LOL but yeah...kinda makes one sound like a...strange person...but hey according to the TV-ROOT OF ALL USLEESS AND GLORIOUS INFORMATION and KNOWLEDGE- blogs are palces for teenagers to express ones life...true. Some people just have a nack for these things...I just wish my internet was faster so I could do the picture thing again...but NOOOOO slow dial up! LOL so yeah my couple of days...
But anyway I really woudln't be here with out my parents...despite my STRONG DISLIKE for my mother, she can be ok esp when she pays for a really EXPENSIVE hair cut...HOW?? lol never understood hair. The beautful things my Dad comes out with. The love my brothers and I have for each other. The wisdom both of them have! But the people you meet in your life! The randoms, the people that you will never remember for anything else but "Are we too far south to see the southern cross?" LOL But the people who make you cry,because you love them so much. The people who make you dance in the supermarket. The people who make you smile. The people who make you hug. The people who make you love again. What more do you need? I think you need a HUG. *BIG HUG*
I know that people aren't as lucky as some. I think that those who have nothing but a smile on thier faces, are the people who will dance to the stars in the sky. They have something I want at times when the world around me is well falling apart, a smile...something i know some can't have, or do becasue of soemthing or another but people glow...excellent in the dark...but when someone smiles,you and then know everything will be ok!
So Find what is close to you and never let it go!
Dance to the music in your head!
Party Hard Rock On
Party Till your Purple!!
And SMILE
Monday, July 24, 2006
HELLO Everyone that well comments on my blog...I should well read it more often LOL, anyway HI everyone and i hope all is well for people so far away!
Umm firstly to Answer Imo K's Question I offically leave on the 11th of August...umm which is randomly 17 odd days away...FREAKING OUT...ummm yeah!
And Erica..I have NO IDEA what time my blogs are on...but i know it;ay is about well 9hours BEHIND us dun dun dunnnn
Umm yeah...well ummm yeah.
HAve you noticed on american tv they run everywhere...I was watching Queer eye for the straight Guy which is kinda cool, they run everywhere...I got angry at them the other day for running everywhere...but i guess it's what they do!
So yeah...umm I better go cuase well i need to wake up EARLY bleh... LOL umm yeah anyway
PARTY HARD ROCK ON
-KAt
Umm firstly to Answer Imo K's Question I offically leave on the 11th of August...umm which is randomly 17 odd days away...FREAKING OUT...ummm yeah!
And Erica..I have NO IDEA what time my blogs are on...but i know it;ay is about well 9hours BEHIND us dun dun dunnnn
Umm yeah...well ummm yeah.
HAve you noticed on american tv they run everywhere...I was watching Queer eye for the straight Guy which is kinda cool, they run everywhere...I got angry at them the other day for running everywhere...but i guess it's what they do!
So yeah...umm I better go cuase well i need to wake up EARLY bleh... LOL umm yeah anyway
PARTY HARD ROCK ON
-KAt
Sunday, July 16, 2006
OK since this is well a blog and ALOT EASIER TO MANAGE then a MYSPACE THING I will use it.
I have just recently woken up from falling asleep on the couch. HI, and well yes.
I am going to Italy, those of you who do not know...ooo wait i had an idea...i should make another one for my trip to Italy...ooo has potential...
ok
I have just recently woken up from falling asleep on the couch. HI, and well yes.
I am going to Italy, those of you who do not know...ooo wait i had an idea...i should make another one for my trip to Italy...ooo has potential...
ok
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